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About Me Member Hack Sara Ebare20/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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Abenaki Ribbon Dress- Front

Myself, in a traditional Ribbon Dress, that I made for my senior project, and because I wanted regalia so badly.

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I like girls.

Sun Oct 18, 2009, 12:39 PM
I like girls. I also like boys. Both are pretty damn delicious.
Fundies like to say I'm not supposed to like girls, that "I made a bad choice". Well priests aren't supposed to molest little boys, but that doesn't stop them does it?

I'm bisexual and not just the "Oh I'm being so hardcore by kissing girls. I'm speshul lol". kind of bisexual. I actually have romantic and sexual feelings towards my own gender, and the opposite gender.
I have mixed feelings about it. On one hand, I have a lot of pride, this is who I am, I am as the Goddess made me, I'm different. But a lot of shame comes with this difference. When I'm in a monogamous relationship, I battle my desires to be with women, knowing that if I gave it, it would be cheating. It wouldn't be fair for me to be having sex with other women, while Scott doesn't get to be with anyone at all. There are girls who don't want to be around me because they're afraid I'll hit on them, afraid I'm constantly checking them out (Don't flatter yourself, I have a type and you are not it). Parents don't want me around their daughters. There's the stereotyping. "Bisexuals are promiscuous. Bisexuals are confused. They can't decide. They're faking it"
I'm not confused about my sexuality, just about everyone's reactions to it. You tell a straight guy you're bisexual and he thinks of threesomes, of Angelina Jolie making out with a blond in the shower, he thinks you'll be good in the sack. There's all these expectations of you.
I'm bisexual, and I've only dated one girl. It didn't last very long, and nothing really happened. I've never been physically intimate with a woman and I've only been really close with one man.

I'm tired of being to gay for the straight crowd and too straight for the gay crowd. But at least the gay crowd understands these feelings of isolation and shame. And they don't have fundies telling me "I made a bad choice" I didn't choose to be this way. It just happened. Would I change it if I could? That's the question to ask? Are the bad feelings worth it for the good ones?
Yes. Yes they are. Because chicks are hot. And so are boys.

  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: My MP3 player.
  • Reading: Rapture of the Deep by L.A. Meyer
  • Watching: Spongebob Squarepants
  • Playing: Sims Deluxe
  • Eating: Chocolate caek
  • Drinking: Iced tea

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  • Current Residence: A little town in Vermont
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Something that will fit across my boobs
  • Print preference: Your Mom.
  • Interests: Reading, writing, Cemeteries, Post-Mortem Photography, Native American culture and traditions...
  • Favourite movie: The Lord of the Rings Trilogy, anything Tim Burton
  • Favourite band or musician: t.A.T.u
  • Favourite genre of music: Classic rock, Eighties New Wave, European Pop, Punk, Goth Rock
  • Favourite artist: Frida Kahlo or Johannes Vermeer
  • Favourite poet or writer: Tolkien, Louise Renisson or L.A. Meyer, Stephen King
  • Favourite photographer: I don't really have one, whoever takes a moving photo I suppose.
  • Favourite style of art: I like Pre-Raphealite art and Rococo art and Renaissance stuff
  • Operating System: The kind where the buzzer goes off when you touch the sides.
  • MP3 player of choice: Your mom
  • Shell of choice: The kind where you get to listen to the ocean
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything with my favorite bishi. Or cats.
  • Skin of choice: Your skin makes a nice suit
  • Favourite game: Dungeons and Dungeons
  • Favourite gaming platform: I like platforms that light up or you can put fish in.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sokka from Avatar or Gir from Invader Zim
  • Personal Quote: It always ends in a ravine!
  • Tools of the Trade: Pens and notebooks, a camera and the blood of virgins

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:icondogangelsrule:
Thankies for the fav~ =D
:iconfaerieincombatboots:
Your most welcome.

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"Da says Jesus is a bloody git who won't take care of no one. I must be better then him,"- Pink, as quoted in 'The Dress Lodger' by Sheri Holman

I bleed Hawaiian Punch!

~Proud Native American~
:iconthezippyolive:
Kway! Doni gedowiozin? :3
:iconfaerieincombatboots:
I recognized kway as hello (though I was sure it was spelled with an "i") Does the rest mean how are you?
I'm a little rusty on the language yet. I know how to say hello and Connecticut River, which is Kwinetegok.

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"Da says Jesus is a bloody git who won't take care of no one. I must be better then him,"- Pink, as quoted in 'The Dress Lodger' by Sheri Holman

I bleed Hawaiian Punch!

~Proud Native American~
:iconthezippyolive:
the letters and vowells are interchangeble. The rest means how are you doing. :) I'm pretty bad at speaking the language, but i can read it.

I totally blame the French with their multiple useless vowells! :P
:iconfaerieincombatboots:
When I do speak it (what little phrases I know), it feels utterly natural and comforting, doesn't it? Any Native American language is beautiful.
BTW, my nephew arrived on January 19th. Sometime tonight, I'm going to wrap him up in my dancing shawl to better acquaint him with his Native Heritage.

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"Da says Jesus is a bloody git who won't take care of no one. I must be better then him,"- Pink, as quoted in 'The Dress Lodger' by Sheri Holman

I bleed Hawaiian Punch!

~Proud Native American~
:iconcharlydateddybear:
Hey baybaaayyy
I miiiissss youuuuu~
:heart:
We should hang out again soon!

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Beauty is not seen through the eyes, but through the heart
:iconfaerieincombatboots:
We need to hang out before Christmas...I want to give you a present. I can't do very expensive presents this year though (dollar store or homemade) tell me, what sorts of things do you like present wise and what sort of smells do you like?

--
"Da says Jesus is a bloody git who won't take care of no one. I must be better then him,"- Pink, as quoted in 'The Dress Lodger' by Sheri Holman

I bleed Hawaiian Punch!

~Proud Native American~
:iconcharlydateddybear:
OM NOM NOM PRESSIES. I like all pressies.
Uhmmm..I liiike..uhhh...all sorts of presents? Favorite smells..hmm...
Woodsmoke, old spice, sweet lemony smells, vanilla..uhh...old books? New books?! warm and comfy smells?

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Beauty is not seen through the eyes, but through the heart

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